Razers Edge by Vicki Green

Author:Vicki Green [Green, Vicki]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Vicki Green
Published: 2014-07-08T04:00:00+00:00

“No, sir. This is Saint Andrews…. Hospital in…. Plainfield, Indiana. Is this Tucker…. Williams?” I look at the phone as she keeps getting cut off. The signal keeps going in and out. No! No! Not now!

My heart just left my body at the word Hospital. “Ye…. Yes.” I can’t swallow the huge lump in my throat and almost pull over, but I can’t afford to stop. I need to get to Pax.

“Sir. This is Patricia Blythe and…. I’m so sorry but Paxton Williams is….” My heart beats so fast that I feel like I’m going to be sick. The signal goes out and by the time it comes back she’s no longer on the phone. I could call back but what good would that do, I’d only lose the signal again.

I pull over onto the shoulder and grab a pencil and a small notepad from the glove box then I pray that I can get enough signal on my iPad to look up the address. Fuck! I feel like my world is caving in on me, and I’m being strangled with it. Thank God I got the address, programmed it into my GPS and then get out of the truck quick. By the time I get around the front of the truck, I’m puking my guts out, leaning on the hood for leverage. My legs feel like they could buckle at any moment. After expelling everything I have in me, I get back into the truck and grab the half empty water bottle, chugging the rest and then throw it on the floor. Looking around I ease back onto the highway and hit the gas pedal.

She said ‘Pax is’ and then she was gone. Was she going to say Pax is dead? She said she was sorry first, isn’t that what they do when they’re giving bad news. What am I going to do? How can I live without her? My eyes instantly fill with tears, but I brush them away. I have to be strong for her, for Faith. Faith will need me now more than ever. How will I even tell her? This will crush her and it’s devastating me. And what about the baby? Our baby never had a chance. It’s all my fault! I hit the steering wheel over and over. “NO!” I scream out. “God, please, no!” If I hadn’t become such a dick, Pax would be with me now. We would be headed to New York for our next concert…. together. We would have made love last night, after she told me about the baby. I would have told her how excited I was, how much I love her. “FUCK!” I will never be the same. Our lives will never be the same. How could it?

I need to get there and identify her body, make arrangements to get her home. I’ll have to call off the tour. There’s no way I can go on without her. No way. I drive like a zombie, my thoughts all filled with Pax, my Beauty.

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